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Friday, April 29, 2005

just came back from vj sports day.

so tired...

so hungry too...

ok well this week has been very tiring. monday to thursday had practices. then today have to play for morning assembly and vj sports day without warming up! now my lips feel like wanna bao zha. poor me... or rather poor lips.

can't really think of anything to blog now. pretty routine this week. only lessons i pon was chem and gp tutorial on wednesday and chem lecture on thursday. physics lecture review went surprisingly fine. but that's because guan yee went through some stuff with me. so thanks! haha...

hm and happy belated birthday to you alvin... may all your wishes come true!

tomorrow still got band prac... in the afternoon. shall go back vs first to get ticket stubs and money from benny. then go down to vj to watch ice age! that's if edmund remembers to bring.

guess that's all for this post...

the sweetness lingering at the tip of the tongue...

inverted out @ 8:28 PM
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Friday, April 22, 2005

what.

the.

hell.

as i'm blogging this, my dad's next to me... sleeping. snoring damn freaking loud too la! can't hear my music properly. haiya...

this week drawing up to a close soon. kinda exhausted. went for all lessons since tuesday. then today pw lesson cancelled and i don't know la. so was like i chionged to class (my class have econs tutorial which i don't take before pw). opened door. my classmates all stood up. and said, "thank you miss chow". dotz la! wasted my effort to be on time.

hm i got this weekend to complete my overdue homework. chinese comes to mind... don't think i will be going to check out philwinds this sunday. i shall just do work. and mug for physics lecture review as well. my physics now is like cannot make it...

oh yea tk i agree with you; great minds really are great minds. haha.. there can never be a replacement for any of us...

when will it be ripe?

inverted out @ 11:27 PM
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Thursday, April 21, 2005

ah feel so bloated...

just had dinner. ate too much. my mom made this disgusting blended kiwi. yuck.

actually nothing much to blog la. this few days becoming quite routine. lectures tutorials band practices individuals mahjong carrom. but added discussion topic is the exco application. i got my form finished. tomorrow's the deadline. saw a few funny forms too. haha.

hm this year my money may end up flying away very very fast. there's itg conference and wmc at holland with philwinds. and there's totally no news about my trumpet case from my aunt in texas. hm but i wonder how is she. haven't seen her family for some time. can still remember they came to singapore to visit us. then they were so obsessed with my computer. and they were playing budget games la! pinball... haha... hm then i heard her oldest daughter in china teaching english. and she can speak and write fluently in chinese! so pro! kinda miss them. haha..

my rests. isn't really sufficient for now. and it won't be until after syf or worse after majestia that i will be able to get enough rest. and after majestia have to pia for mid years le la. haiz.

band prac tomorrow... sort of looking forward to it. but at the same time not really...

inverted out @ 8:37 PM
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

a nice yet not so nice day.

did alot of things not by my usual way. firstly i attended all lessons today. secondly i ate during break and lunch. thirdly i went home sort of early today.

chemistry lecture test i think i flunked it pretty badly. but doesn't really seem like a big deal somehow.

going to do my homework after blogging. that would make it the fourth unusual thing of the day.

got lots of things to put in this post. but don't feel like. all i know is that i'm feeling super super weird or funny. erm let's just say i don't even know what i'm feeling. don't know why i'm like that today. may be thinking too much for my own good. hope after today it won't happen again...

rurouni. solo.

inverted out @ 5:22 PM
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Sunday, April 17, 2005

its a sunday today...

need i say more?

spent my day at home. as usual. played com. as usual. played the piano. as usual. blogging crap. as usual.

then filled up the troublesome exco form. questions are like repetitive. and the only position i'm concerned about is student conductor, but must put down 3 choices la. so bo bian anyhow put 2nd choice vice president 3rd choice president. yes i know its weird. but i'm putting them down for the sake of filling up all choices. so well...

don't know what to blog about le. after all its a sunday today. what else can i blog?

inverted out @ 11:04 PM
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nothing is coincidental; there's only fate.

the world is very unpredictable. but no matter what unpredictable stuff happens, if nobody exists, if nobody cares, it will be nothing special, it will just go past us without making an impact in anybody. that makes people, or rather, us, the most unpredictable in the world.

inverted out @ 10:24 AM
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Saturday, April 16, 2005

ok i just realised.

the previous post is a sign of my old bad habit.

better watch myself.

feeling better now.

suddenly have this inspiration to compose something.

1, 2, and 1, 2, 3, let's go!

inverted out @ 6:56 PM
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nowadays.

i start wondering what's going on behind that face.

also wonder why i wonder about it.

so much.

its really very tiring to do so.

being an observer exhausts me even more.

and frustrating too.

an old darn question keeps surfacing when i think about it.

inverted out @ 5:25 PM
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Friday, April 15, 2005

boringly exciting...

today started off ok... morning assembly, shall not comment.

3 free periods slacked them away.

falling asleep and using my phone during tutorials.

surprisingly i can do physics thermal properties assignment.

decided to go 'see doctor' during pw.

anyway secondary school syf judging for band is over. congrats to all those who did well or got what they want. and to those who didn't get what they want, cheer up. its not like the end of the world or what. afterall music is something much much more (ok this sounds so cliche). useless getting overly upset over it.

today band prac was good. hope we can continue improving at this pace. then the title of the top 3 bands will not be like so far away to us. hm but i don't really like the idea of syf. although they say it is a judging of the band's standards, there is still comparison between the bands. which is similar to the bands competing with each other to see who has better skills or whatsoever. and competition in music making is like so pointless.

hm then ate dinner after band prac with jessie peixun shaun guanyee. felt abit extra. 'cause they go see their juniors lo. then i thought they going treats or yoshinoya to eat. in the end went hawker to eat. anyway we had a good time laughing at somebody with a hippo face and big size body haha. oops i sound quite mean.

and i think i should go change my md player's internal battery. somehow it runs out very fast. don't know why.

so beautiful.

excitingly boring...

inverted out @ 10:24 PM
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Thursday, April 14, 2005

today is one of the rare time where i went home while being able to see the sun...

today i almost attended all lessons. even attended stone's tutorial. quite an achievement. but until chem lecture i was too tired so i went to bandroom instead. practised awhile. then went home to sleep. woke up not long ago... i'm just afraid that i can't sleep early today. nevermind there's 3 free periods first thing tomorrow morning to let me sleep.

i still haven't start on my pi outline...

ok the ideas from fullmetal alchemist... i've decided not to post them. because i figured that there's quite alot of contradicting parts. so might as well forget it.

back to being the wanderer; wandering down my own way again...

inverted out @ 7:58 PM
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

so tired...

just read fullmetal alchemist. got some nice ideas inside, but i think i shall leave my thoughts about the ideas for another post. can't really think properly now.

had exchange with tj band today. was abit jumpy during the first round of playing. and i played until i was super hungry. 'cause apparently the acoustics of the tj auditorium makes the trumpets sound quite soft. so me and lookit decided to play louder after we commented on each other. haha. but i think i overplayed. ok nevermind.

i'm supposed to be doing my pi for pw now... which is due today. i'm really slack now... not good. (again this is what i always tell myself, and always i do nothing about it)

my throat feels quite bad this few days. really not fun at all.

oh ya then the syf central judging for band results are... hm, somewhat unexpected? shan't comment. lest i say the wrong thing and offend people.

and now i get a clearer view of...

that's all for this post ba...

Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

inverted out @ 11:05 PM
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

yesterday and today...

i had quite extreme feelings. shall talk about the good one.

vscb got gold with honours! wahaha! and yea it was worth it going back early to listen to them. and get my trumpet badge back from benny. oh i miss my badge! its still in good condition... thanks benny for keeping it well! haha...

today a group of people were so thought provoking. felt quite bad at first. but now... i don't know what i think about it. again i fall back to my question about the jc path. so irritating!!! this sucks la... GET OUT OF MY HEAD QUICK!

hm tomorrow there's a band 'exchange' with tj. go there say hi to some people. although i said hi to quite a few of them yesterday after rj concert. another hi wouldn't hurt. ok as usual i'm so rubbish. seems like a norm for this few blog posts. at the end will have tonnes of crap.

listening to: le jardin by kelvin kern

inverted out @ 9:47 PM
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Sunday, April 10, 2005

i really really really really really hate sundays.

it is the day where i stay at home most of the time with absolutely no food and nothing to do.

spent my whole morning with bg2. kind of fun. playing as an evil character. which is really harder to play than a good one. ok this shows how bored i am...

then afternoon i watched my tweety and sylvester cartoons.

and now i'm blogging.

ain't sundays great.

it is the day where i blog rubbish.

inverted out @ 6:55 PM
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Saturday, April 09, 2005

ook somehow i don't feel like updating about recent happenings.

so i shall just drop some random stuff.

to vscb. good luck for your syf this coming monday. same as alvin i'll be suddenly missing from lessons. i won't be going on about not disappointing me or whatsoever. because i believe you all will get what you all deserve. oh and by the way i have not forgotten, benny you still have my trumpet badge. hope it will be worth going back for. and benny, chengxing, darren and weijie you all owe me $50 each if gold with honours is not achieved. wahahaha. hm i'll be hearing you all play this monday. once again all the best! and to other secondary school bands as well...

nowadays i feel quite strange. my competitive streak seems like it has diminished. except in one area. that means i'm feeling abit, well not abit, but quite stressed. by what i'm also not very sure. its been some time since i'm really stressed over anything. anyway i think this should work out fine. after doing some sports. so linz please please book some courts soon haha. i wanna play badminton! oh wait i need to restring my racket... thanks to edmund. smashed until the strings broke. sian la. may be going to restring tomorrow. if i can get money.

this next thing here i'm posting it in order to retain the memories out of my mind. in other words i'm transfering it out of my mind. in a sense. (sounds weird) its been some time we've ended it off. 180305 if i'm correct. hope you're doing fine now. typing the previous sentence feels weird. 'cause i don't even know whether you drop by here anymore. but still i wish you all the best for your future endeavours.

i have moved on. somehow feels like i'm rushing through. but then i'm not really uncomfortable with it. so yea i shall follow my usual way. take things in stride.

ok i think i sound very boring in this post. so that's enough for today.

wishing everybody good luck...

inverted out @ 9:21 PM
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Thursday, April 07, 2005

my wallet is almost empty now...

thanks to the excellent lunch i had just now at bugis sakae haha. with junlong jessie jien. was like junlong's and my first time in sakae so we were somewhat blur. so jessie handled the orders lo. then in the end she clicked wrongly haha and we ended up with tonnes of takopachi and some wrong order which was supposed to be soft shell crab. so was like super paiseh junlong have to help say order wrongly. i ate a fair amount i think haha. although never make up to the price we have to pay. then we played some crap games also. name all the mrt stations, secondary schools, languages, mystery number and word connect just to decide who eat the peas. haha. then junlong keep saying change game change game.

then after that went to take neoprint. but before we decided on that we had alot of hassle here and there. the girls wanna take but me and junlong ran away while they were choosing which machine to take from. haha then we walked 2 rounds around the area before entering and finally finding them in the shop haha. then jl say don't want take 'cause he don't want use his money for his ten year series so we made our way out. but halfway to the escalator there he changed his mind and we went back. so troublesome right haha... so take lo but we picked the wrong machine la. i think i look spastic in some of the photos, but that's not the point... the point is the machine sucks! haha.

anyway today junlong damn funny la. alot of funny stuff coming out from him, like his 'magnificent!' and 'how do you do?' hahaha... and he invented 2 high-fives! but when we were trying it out at the bus stop i saw this lady stare at us and shaking her head... oops! haha.

ah now got headache over a few things... ahhh. lookit asking me if i want to play for philwinds for their annual concert in july... don't know if i can cope ornot. just after the midyears i think. then there's still this itg conference in bangkok from 210605-240605 that i really feel like going. and its quite cheap. although it won't be as large an event as the past years itg. but then there's still mbs recording on 210605 and 220605. don't know what i should go for la... haiyoo headache headache! also there's sywo on 230605, but i guess that's minor. think i'll talk to mr quek then decide.

ok guess that's enough for today. think i posted alot of rubbish...

inverted out @ 8:14 PM
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

hm today is an ok day la...

gp first thing in morning. was hoping that the teacher would chase me out again because i didn't do homework but in the end alot of the guys didn't do so the stupid teacher postponed the lesson. so irritating lo. hm then rest of the lessons are ok ba... chinese watched some video clip about qing ming. then math lecture was so boring la. because the aircon in lt1 broke down. then its like i zone out chao ji fast. then miss hoo sitting behind my row la. so was like struggling to keep awake. my head jerking here and there due to me dozing off.

after school slacked in bandroom lo. practised abit. then went off to parkway treats meet up with alvin jien jessie. wanted to take out my stuff to do de. but then alvin said they're getting ready to go soon. chao diao la. so i only got to sit there for 10minutes before we all go home. nothing to say lo...

then on my way home met this super attitude guy la. almost got into a fight with him. super idiotic lo. i just glanced at him and he ask me stare what stare. then wanted to just thiam thiam walk past him. he grabbed me by my sleeve so bo bian wrestled my sleeve back and (ok i know this is anti-climax) ran away with him chasing me. haha. made it into the lift just in time. but seriously i don't know what will happen if i stay.

ook i think i better do my gp today...

inverted out @ 8:03 PM
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Monday, April 04, 2005

today's a...

buggy day.

so irritating la when i went for chinese class which was at first floor, got tonnes of flies flying around. then was like having group practice later and one stupid fly had to fly up to my neck. almost jumped up. gave some people a good laugh out of it. haha. hm then when i reached my house lift there got like tonnes of flies all over the floor. then i think people were giving me weird stares. 'cause i was trying not to kill any flies. so the way i walk become abit funny. haiyoo hahah.

today year 2s got spa so therefore my science practicals today were converted to tutorials. wa can die lo. physics tutorial was 3 periods long. really felt like sleeping la. and throughout the 3 periods we only did 4 questions on temperature. so sian la.

ok then today's group individuals was super rubbish. firstly i forgot to bring my instrument. so had to use the school's one and it feels like i'm riding an unreined horse. bach now feels so light in my hands. next all of us attempted to play sg rhap el cam and phantom. which was like just ploughing through only. so in other words we were unproductive. haiz.

i'm like super full now. just had dinner. eat one full packet of prawn mee. plus the foodstuff we used to pray to our ancestors. and there's still durian in the fridge. but i don't feel like pigging today.

hm i think i shall sleep early tonight. super tired...

inverted out @ 8:45 PM
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Sunday, April 03, 2005

due to popular demand.

i'm back again. for the fourth time.

ok that was crap.

was neopetting just now.

i seriously have nothing else to blog now lo.

erm i think slowly we're spreading neopets around haha. alvin resumed playing.

ok i'm really out of random statments to make.

i think i shall play 'piano bar' on the piano tomorrow. until everybody gets bored of it. and ask me to stop. or rather beg me to stop. haha. then don't know who will be requesting for cannon non-stop. haha. i didn't name anybody hor. then as usual i'll be saying da pao or gunpowder.

err.

my dad's nagging me to go sleep. maybe i should. after a while more.

i think should be enough ba? hm yes i think its more than enough. four posts in a day. four.

inverted out @ 11:36 PM
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oh gosh it really is boring.

my third time here.

ok at least i've completed most of my homework. chinese compo shall leave it during physics lecture to do. and no i'm not being slack. well in a way yes la. 'cause my way of doing stuff comfortably is already called slacking. but hey i slack efficiently ok... i get things done while slacking la. haha what crap. boredom does funny things to the mind. as proven in the few sentences above.

i'm thinking of progressing with tutorials now. depending on my mood i will decide how much i want to do. most probably i will just do physics. because there's a 3 period tutorial tomorrow. that's if i ever touch my tutorials.

lookit asked me i want to play with philwinds again. for their concert on 7 july. and he wants a reply by the coming sunday. i seriously don't know. oh wells i shall bother about it later. not now. too bored to think properly.

its so boring online too. i've been online the whole day and almost everybody is busy with something. haiz.

hope i don't need to come back a fourth time.

and oh did i mention how boring it was/is?

inverted out @ 7:01 PM
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i'm so bored.

so i decided to blog again.

i stoned most of this morning away.

so boring.

i really should start on homework.

yes i know i really should start on homework.

no more procrastinating.

and yea i mean it.

serious.

i'm really really serious.

bah right.

i just touched the piano.

tried to play 'piano bar' from cowboy bebop.

surprisingly i haven't lose my touch.

and my piano is freaking dusty.

where are...

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i'm so freaking tired...

but yet i'm still here. i think i'm going mad.

woke up 0400hours today to go visit my ancestors' urns. only found my grandma and grandpa. my great grandma's one don't know where le. even my mom can't find. so was like have to 'talk' to them. don't know what to wish for. so wish for good luck for everybody i know lo. feels so weird. hear my dad they all like got specific wishes de.

after we finished we went macs at kallang for breakfast. super long never eat macs breakfast le. haha. then i too tired to participate in conversation so listen only lo. but listening only resulted in me getting more exhausted. 'cause the stuff my parents talk about made me think like mad de la. but then again i very long never felt that way le. nowadays is like not much time to do serious thinking. jc life so hectic. and i can't believe i'm actually doubting myself again; whether i made the right choice of going to jc. but i've already made and progressed with my decision le. so i can't give up. hope its the last time this thought surfaces. oh ya then once again i realised i'm super shy la. i just can't express myself properly face to face with people. my dad asked me what i wished for while eating. then i don't dare answer him. just smiled away. what's this lo my own family and i don't dare tell. and still can type it out above. which alot of people will see. maybe its just because this is a blog and nobody will see my face when i churn out entries like this. i think i'm super rubbishy now. haiz.

somehow i'm also feeling strangely at peace. and yes i know that enforces the point i'm weird.

oh well i think better start clearing my homework. they shall be done by tomorrow latest.

when can i.

inverted out @ 8:41 AM
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Friday, April 01, 2005

happy april fool!

ahaha today's also my dad's birthday! didn't get to play april fool tricks on him. but nevermind. let this be the only year i don't trick him. haha. i'm such a good son. and oh my little brother tried baking a cake for my dad. but so sad it didn't turn out well.

anyways today was a pretty slack day as well. didn't really have band prac; only had compulsory individuals. did the usual stuff, lots of arban. and yay intensive lip slurs are having effect now. playing the trumpet feels so much less of a chore now. haha. i'm so happy.

had some briefing by the teachers at about 1730hours. about majestia tickets and syf. and i'm in the banner/invitation cards design committee for majestia. who knows you may see my design up in the performance theatre. haha but that's so highly unlikely. oh well i'll just do everything by computer.

speaking about majestia, its time to do some concert promotion:
majestia xx
270505, 1930hours
vjc performance theatre
tickets at $10 each
repertoire to be confirmed

yepz yepz anybody who reads the above must go!! haha. ook so after the briefing a few of the guys hanged around the pull up bars to train. must thank lester haha. he gave me this wonderful advice for doing pull up: cross your legs. somehow it helps me keep my legs stable and not swinging around. hope i can do 5 effortlessly soon.

on the way home jessie tried this lame trick on me which is supposed to result in my arm being marked with ink. she didn't really succeed haha. because i've seen the trick in primary school. but then i keep falling for the stupid poke face de. haiz just because i'm not dao. haha ok that is crap.

i'm listening to weird songs again...

inverted out @ 9:16 PM
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